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Here’s How You Make A List

First, write the number 1. Then, next to it, write the first thing you have to do. Proceed by writing the number 2 and the second thing you have to do and so on.

Hello Sadness Again

I want to begin by thanking Emily Morgan for giving me the courage to write something honest on here for a change.

I have a best friend. I just figured I’d start things out pleasantly before I impose upon my readers.

There’s so much to say really. I don’t even know where to begin. I tend not to say much about my feelings. I either feel like I’m fishing for attention or sympathies, or I feel like I’m just depressing everyone around me. It’s far easier to put on a pleasant face and deal with it all on my own. The rare moments when I have the pleasure of sharing honestly with a true friend are the best moments of my life, I only regret that they’re so infrequent. I learned tonight that these moments are particularly scarce for me because I’m not a very trusting person. But tonight I’m posting on tumblr. It’s a chance to talk to those close to me, because lets be honest, anyone who doesn’t care will just scroll down and won’t take the time to read this. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me, I guess I’m just feeling cathartic.

I typed up this whole big thing and then deleted it all. I must be incredibly uncomfortable sharing these things, and I’m kinda disappointed in myself right now. I’ll probably have a lot on my mind the next couple weeks, here’s hoping that these thoughts gradually find their way out. Sorry everyone for wasting your time. Sorry Emily.